Wow I totally forgot about this blog!
It's 2011 now... glad 2010 is over.
Things happened... with people... that we don't really need to repeat here.
All I can say is for 2011 I hope I continue to work on improving myself- exploring my interests, getting more physically fit, meeting new people, etc.
2010 left me with a giant man shaped hole in my heart. Right now I want to fill it with everything I can get my hands on... but really is that how you heal a wound? No, you nuture it and let the edges approximate and you let granulative tissue form and eventually it's like normal again... but getting over it SUCKS SO MUCH. It's only been a couple days but every time I find myself alone I start thinking about it again and getting sad it didn't work out. Because it was going pretty damn well but we couldn't interpret each other's words the way we meant the other person to understand. And feelings were hurt.
Anyway,
some stupid resolutions:
1.) work out 5 times a week (part of this is lose 8 lbs- very do-able and will get me into the healthy BMI range)
2.) cook new things
3.) spend time with friends, keep in contact far away friends
4.) read more books- maybe my kindle will help me do that
5.) meet new people
6.) find a new job
7.) less knitting! or at least combine knitting with other socially isolative activities
I think I can do it... minus number 6 haha stupid job market!
